October 28th, 2006

Geri's Fred eyes only

Written earlier this evening

The thing is it hurts

    I don't seem to know
    how to just let it
    hurt & express it and
    thereby get through
    it and let it pass
    and go on (to …
    something else?)

And
or

    I don't know how to
    fix it. I don't
    know how to get it
    to stop hurting.

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Baruch…

Thank you, God, for giving us friends
without whom it would be unbearable.