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22 December 2008 @ 10:49 am
tipping topsy turvy turning upside down  

Very strange state of late. Mash-up of multitudinous divers feelings thoughts emotions echoes. Content, restless, reflective, introspective… Creativity and expression and daring bubbling, fermenting, hopping, bopping, seeking, seeing, hearing, being. Aspiring fulfillment. Without pointing the way. A way. Away. Anyway. Where to grab on? How to ride where it will? Crank or kick or jump start? Knowing not how or whether or when to leave the house with what accouterments used how.

Preoccupied, fancying a muse; finding or engaging or discovering or remembering female friend co-conspirator, willing—nay, interested—to collaborate create images photographic: images strange and familiar, new and old, cutting-edge and comfortable. Why woman? Not trees? Snow? River? Winding winter paths? Vapor? Woodwork? Stairs? Homelife? Just chimera to put off, not do, cling to, not attain; to avoid action? Cop out! Cop out! Drop out! Yer out!

Music. Music maybe. Guitar? Relearn guitar? guitar guitar guitar

Swirling. Wind-tossed. Drifting. Current taken. Hm.

one_undoneone_undone on December 23rd, 2008 09:25 am (UTC)
Well, I hope you'll share whatever results you wound up with. :) Sounds like you were full of creative energy and having trouble deciding which outlet to use first.
Fred A Levy Haskell: xclip- snow flake blackfredcritter on December 23rd, 2008 02:06 pm (UTC)
Thanks. When it happens I surely will. In this case I couldn't come up with an outlet so in order that my head wouldn't explode I went to sleep—the refuge of the depressive. *sigh*