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14 February 2007 @ 10:44 pm

Awoke, had a bowl of cereal, went back to bed. Didn't reset the alarm. Susan didn't notice I'd gone back to bed. Right around the time I like to leave for work she wondered and woke me. Threw on clothes (luckily "on" equaled "me" instead of "floor"), took the meds I probably should have taken when I first got up, and dashed out the door. F*ck*ng cold. Resisted the urge to drive the car off the Lake Street/Marshall Avenue bridge into the Mighty Mississippi River. Resisted other similar urges. Walked into work within the acceptable range of late. Found a maelstrom of trouble to shoot. Trying to hang in there but would rather … well … if I were asleep I wouldn't notice those worse inclinations.

But I will survive.

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Current Mood: depresseddepressed
DrSdocstrange on February 15th, 2007 05:19 am (UTC)
But I will survive.
Hey, hey.

Those around good folks tend to appreciate them far, far more than they will say. Fear of sappiness is widespread - a real shame, but there it is.

Take care 'yerself, y'hear?
Peter Hentgesjbru on February 15th, 2007 05:48 am (UTC)
Woof, that sounds rough. Hang in there, friend.
aszanoni on February 15th, 2007 05:53 am (UTC)

Sending warm thoughts your way.

- Chica
paravatiparavati on February 15th, 2007 05:58 am (UTC)
Awww, don't feel bad. I know I don't know you that well, so I don't know why you'd be depressed today except that it's Valentine's Day. That's no reason to be down. It's a silly sappy holiday anyway. I mostly hate it. Anyways, I'm thinking of you and would give you an internet hug except that I'm not sure you'd want one. Anyway, thought's there. Feel better.
Alice, Sweet Alice: Kitties in armssweetalice on February 15th, 2007 06:38 am (UTC)
Hang in there!

Imagine DC and BY driving off the bridge...
A monstrous ramblingbibliofile on February 15th, 2007 09:37 am (UTC)
So glad that you didn't drive off a bridge into the river. Kindly continue said behavior!

Meanwhile, have a better one.
Marissa Lingenmrissa on February 15th, 2007 12:53 pm (UTC)
But I will survive.

Yah. Do that. We here in Mrissaland would vote for that, if it came to a vote, so you may hold our proxy.
Marybraider on February 15th, 2007 12:53 pm (UTC)
Gen IIthe_leewit on February 15th, 2007 02:55 pm (UTC)
Lianatezliana on February 15th, 2007 03:43 pm (UTC)
Feelings are what you make of themmrsmodew on February 15th, 2007 04:13 pm (UTC)
I love you. hugs
Matthew B. Tepper: Albino brideasimovberlioz on February 15th, 2007 04:22 pm (UTC)
Thank you for not polluting the river.
et in Arcadia egoboo: whole earth moonapostle_of_eris on February 15th, 2007 04:34 pm (UTC)
The worst is past. We made it to Groundhog's Day, so the accelerating lengthening of the days is now visible.
One of the clinchers in my self-diagnosis of SAD was realizing that my mood as I awoke, before I'd even opened my eyes, matched the sky's, sunnier or overcast. In the last few weeks, I've observed my mood go up and down on partly cloudy days as the sun comes and goes. With the prolonged cold spell, broken by the snow of the last few days, I have had a real chance to test my personal preference that "I'll trade 20 degrees [colder] for clear skies!"
Profgeek/John Purcellprofgeek on February 15th, 2007 08:14 pm (UTC)
Hang in there, Fred. You're one of the good ones, y'know.